The Last Song.

My Christmas wish came true but late...

Hahaha. BLISS..

Was at Borders with the cousin just the other day.

Walked to the Literature section hoping to find the book, but alas, it was in vain. They have Dear John, Nights in Rodanthe, A walk to remember, the list goes on...ALL BUT MY BOOK

Saw the sales assistant walking by just at the right moment and so I asked if they have the book.

He looked at the shelf and went off for a very very long time before coming back with the book in his hand. He must have ransacked the whole store room or something.

But again...I finally got my book!!! Yippie. Nothing can make me as happy as this!!!!

The Last Song by Nicholas Sparks.

Have faith, believe in whatever you wish for and you just might get it!

**The first person I told that I got this book was him. I think I'm weird. Hahaha. But who cares anyway. But I got disconnected halfway )): FML.

Love,

Bel

Girls just wanna have fun.

Powerhouse. Tequila. Whisky. High me. Ugh.

Us girls.

Anna and Xinni.

Me and Xinni. Our face is RED!!!

Me and Joycelyn.

Love this girl!

Hitting the clubs again on Wednesday. I am so DEAD.

Hahaha.

FML.

The title says it all.

Stupid indecisive actions. Stupid me.

I did the most stupid thing ever.

Its minor but still...

I prolly freaked whoever it is out. ):

I.AM.SO.STUPID.

I'm left to lick my own wounds and clean up my own shiz.

FML seriously FML.

Suppose to be happy on Christmas but the stupid radio keeps playing depressing songs.

But still.. its Christmas.

All I want for Christmas is a book but the whole island of book stores have it sold out.

Popular, BORDERS, whatever there is. All do not have that book.

I want it so badly.

Any kind soul who sees the book do lemme know. Its The Last Song by Nicholas Sparks.

Merry Christmas to all. Keep the dream alive (:

Goodnight.

"I'm dreaming of a white Christmas"

Love,

Bel

Goodbye ELDC. K Box.

Last Friday was the last day of my ELDC stopover. And I am actually rather sad that everything is gonna end here. Was only starting to enjoy my stopover and the friends I made there. I'm missing all of them so much already! I miss all the girls...all the boys crap...and the supervisors. Sigh... Why must good things come to an end? Hope we'll all meet up often (:

ELDC

The boys. Yep. And I mean all the boys. Excluding Mr Fuan of course!!!!

They're all pigging out even before the girls went down.

Haha. Look at Claire and Jason!!!

My supervisor Mr Fuan!!!

He ate lotsa pizza and I mean LOTS!

CHEEZE!!!

Pizza. Edmund. And the chicken bone!

Everyone is eating except me. I hate cheese!

Pics with da girls.

Claire and Sarah.

I'm gonna miss Claire so much. My darling!!!

Jason say must take family portrait.

Can't think of a caption.... -.-

Happy times!

Me, Sharon and Jason.

Us girls with Mr Woon.

Edmund: "Jacky why you so ___?"

Jacky: _|_

My group mate Weesan.

They're probably spamming people's account again...i think.

The Emperor and his *ahem* Eunuch(gong gong).

He says he's the emperor. And I'm the ):

SLIM SHADY!!!

Jason wants to kill me ))):

Chai pok and Sarah

His best model pose.

CHAI POK's BIRTHDAY!!!

Blowing the candles.....

Making a wish.....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHAI POK!!!!

They're trying to figure out the weird ass thing.

Everything's in chinese... Lucky they are there.

EDMUND!!!

Verdict. Jason likes taking pictures of the two of us. Thanks dude.

We're singing some song... I think Bad Romance???

Sing too many songs until cannot remember already.

Pictures MAY NOT be up on FB.

Too lazy..... :P

***Guess which picture in the bunch do I like best?? ^^

Comment in ShoutBox (: hahaha. Yeah luh. I too "bo liao". But play for fun can right?

Love,

Bel

Things to rejoice about this Christmas!

1) Number one on my list.... Ariel's BACK!!! I am sooo happy. I miss this girl soooo much.

2) No more f***ing projects!!!

3) Cousin's coming back tomorrow from Sydney. Yippie yay!

4) Clubbing on Wednesday.

5) Christmas on Friday

6) Christmas party/gathering/dinner on Thursday

7) I'm probably gonna be away on CNY

8) Postcard from Ah Piao received!!!!

9) Swap items from US came in.

10) 2 weeks break from school!!!!!

11) I made lotsa good friends in ELDC.

12) I bought Temptations of Wife DVD

13) I can sleep in for the next 2 weeks

14) I've been spending time with him outside curriculum time (group outings that is), he still doesn't know I like him. Probably suspects, but no, I never said a thing.

15) Him. He's the happiest thing that has happened to me so far. Even though I know it would be impossible. But still... Seeing him, hearing things about him, his presence, when my friends speak about him, seeing his Messenger screen pop up whenever he comes online, everything about him makes me smile. I never had a bad day since you appeared. I might never see you again after today. I might never get the chance to ever tell you how I feel. There's something special about him that is different from others.




"You appear just like a dream to me, just like a kaleidoscope of colors that cover me"





Love,
Bel

Ally.

Besides Arielly, I miss Ally too.
And Ah piao!

**Bangs are soo OUT for me!

Love,

Bel

Your voice.

In the instant that I heard his voice, everything was very clear. Like my head had suddenly surfaced out of some dark pool. I was more aware of everything—sight, sound, the feel of the cold air that I hadn’t noticed was blowing sharply against my face, the smells coming from the open bar door. ~ Bella Swan

(:


Love,
Bel

Missing you.

I miss this girl.

She's away in Cambodia.

Come back soon babe!!!!

Love,

Bel

"Hey Stephen"

My favourite part in the whole song....

"Hey Stephen, I've been holding back this feeling
So I've got some things to say to you I've seen it all, so I thought
But I've never seen no body shine the way you do
The way you walk, way you talk, way you say my name
It's beautiful, wonderful, don't you ever change
Hey Stephen, why are people always leaving I think you and I should stay the same
[CHORUS]
Cause I can't help it if you look like an angel
Can't help it if I wanna kiss you in the rain so
Come feel this magic I've been feeling since I met you
Can't help it if there's no one else I can't help myself "


This is what I wanna say to you. (:
Bet you're never gonna read this.
So I can speak my mind here out loud.
My feelings have gone deeper and deeper even though I know shouldn't have.
My thoughts have gone further and further even though I shouldn't have.
You can't get the hints.
I can't be too obvious.
My heart aches a teeny wee bit each time.
But still... seeing you sitting there.
Having the time of your life.
I'm happy. Cos' when you're happy so am I.

I'm not the kind who asks for more than she could ever get.
I'm already happy whenever I see you.
Sometimes, I just wanna scream out loud my feelings for you.
I just wanna scream "______ I LIKE YOU!"
But I just can't do that, I just can't.
Things will only get awkward.
And I know you never feel the same as I do.



I've fallen head over heels, black and bruised for you.
I like you. You yes you.



Singing to Taylor Swift's songs as I try pulling myself out of this entire thing.
The whole time while looking and planning what to get, do, give to you.
I was thinking, "Was it worth it? Would this boy ever appreciate it?"
Wonder when will I get the answer.


I've already gone so far.
Its too late to quit now.
I will hang on... even if hanging on seems like it will lead to nowhere.


I...I think I do really like you.




Love,
Bel

Just dance dance dance.....

Alrighty, all these were on Wednesday. ELDC and ZOUK.

New Moon sucks shiz. One of the most boring show I ever watched. I fell asleep. >.<
It was only nice cos Dakota Fanning was in it.
Taylor Lautner scenes were bad. Its not his fault. The script was just bad. They made him look like a faggot in his lines.
Well..enough of the bad ones.


This post is filled with pictures because my teeny camera could not resist taking a picture of everyone. (((:
~take that picture of you its so magical, we be so fantastical~

ELDC!!!

Some love from the BFFs.

If only Ally was there. ):

This picture just look so spastic. Hahahaa.

The two are crazy.

Daryl and Chai Pok Ning aka Xin ni.

Hahaha. WTF right??? They are mad seriously.

Jonathan and Edmund are entertained in the background.

Peace. ((:

I wonder if you can see what I see??!!
*hint*Lookey between the legs.*hint*

Love Ariel. (:

The inseperables in school.

Edmund doing the peace sign again!!!

Jason doing some lame magic trick in the background.

Showing the magic trick... Its super lame.

Three guys... take your pick. I've chosen mine(its a secret of course). hahaha :P

Tryna act sexaye!!!

Model photoshoot soon enough.

EDMUND!!!

With the peace sign again.

Wearing yours truly's shades. Nice right???
The poor boy scraped his arm and knee yesterday.

Hope he gets better soon.

Me likey this pic (:

Daryl holding my stupid chain.

Tryna act sexy once again.

I brought the chain to school so that I can wear it out at night.

The boys thought I was gonna do some SM thing??!!

Kk. I don't say you all will get what he is trying to do also.

This pose was my suggestion though. Hahaha

Me: "You wanna be on top?" (ANTM song)

Ariel: " Come on gimme the best you can" (in her best Tyra Banks tone)

Me: " Lemme see Fierceeeee"

Me and Ariel: *laugh laugh laugh"

I don't know what he is doing here.

More pics with my beloved babe.

Know what???

That was the first time I took pictures with Ariel.

Can you even believe it??!!

I give you all the permission to laugh at this.

Modelling fail!!!!

I can't remember what this picture is about already.

Melvin giving Daryl the F***.

Hahaha.

Me and Claire.

This girl's awesome (:

Sharon!!!

See her everyday on the bus to school.

She's a sweet sweet girl.

Jason with my extension.

He spoiled it ))):

It broke.



ELDC class outing at Hongkong Cafe

Chai Pok Ning.

Melvin and Edmund.

Cute!

Totally candid!!!

Jason took this without me and Claire even knowing.

I look spazzed.

Us people.

From left: Sharon, Xin Ni, Me!, Claire, Jason, Jonah, Melvin, Edmund

YUM SENG!!!!!!!!!

The girls (((:





Next is PARTY TIME!!!!!!!

Zouk. Phuture.

I don't know what pose to do then anyhow.

I look cartoon here. Haha.

Sherman!!!

Us waiting for our drinks.

Jug jug jug jug jug.

Gulp gulp gulp gulp.

Yep its huge. But we downed it baby!

Smiling for the camera.

I'm so short. -.-

Shiz. Can't think of anymore caption. Ugh.

Last picture.

Goodnight. (:

I see faces of you even when I'm partying.
Its either I'm obsessed or twitterpated.
Ugh. F*** it.




Love,
Bel