The Best Day,

Today is.
One of the best day of my life.
Although its nothing that big to talk or be happy about.
But still...
I feel contented already.

M talked to me today.
Not 1 word.
Not 2 words.
Not 3 words.
But sentences, questions, statements and so much more.
I feel contented.
Very contented.

Never had such "close" contact with M ever since day 1.
Today was simply blissful.
He may not know it.
Others may not know it.
But I truly am so happy that was literally jumping for joy in my heart.
If I could openly express how I feel I would probably be screaming.

I will not ask for more.
I am truly contented with just this.
Thank you for making me happy even when you don't know it. (:




Love,
Bel

Babe pick a night to come out and play

"If its alright, what do you say?"




Haven't played FF in awhile.
Cloud's hot. So are you. If you know who you are.


My own rendition




Yep. Drew this picture myself.
A rough sketch only though.
Kinda reminds me of M.
Don't you think so, Ariel?
haha.


Night folks.




Love,
Bel

Sh** is bananas.

Went to Channel U's FUNaMANIA event. T'was darn awesome!!!!!
Took loads of pictures.
I kept hyperventilating the whole time I was there!

Anyway, I had dinner at Pasta de Waraku first.
Squid ink pasta sauce FTW!!!!
Was one of the most disgusting thing I ever seen but one the BEST thing I ever tasted!



Off to Zirca for the party.
Started off damn "suay" and boring at first.
Got into the wrong queue and had to queue from the back again.
Not to mention the ah sohs and ah pehs there are aplenty too!!!!

But I manage to take pictures with some celebs!!!


Yuan Shuai!!!! ZOMG he's darn good looking and VERY tall too. He was bending down to take this picture with me.



Nat Ho!!! SOOO HOT!!!!!!!
His hand was on my shouder underneath the bunch of my long hair.
I was gushing the whole time. He's English is so accented too!!!!



Elvin Ng. Man.... My favourite!!! Finally get to see him in person. I can die peacefully now.
But boy... this guy's drunk(look at the glass in his hand). It took him 10 seconds to figure out that I wanted to take a picture with him. And he's about to fall too.
But all in all....HE'S EFFING GORGEOUS!!!




Went into Attica because the lady outside kept asking us to go in.
Its an all girls kinda event. They have manicure and glitter tattoos.
Everything's pink! Me likey!!!!


We are the crowd.
We're c-comin out....



Manicure and tattoo. LOVE RED HOT SHEEZ!



Doing my nails!






This is the outcome of:
1. Rum and Cola x 2
2. Vodka and Cola



Sigh... if only I could party till dawn........

The end.



Love,
Bel

Secret.

I see you everyday but I can't think far.
There's only disappointment ahead if I were to continue what I'm feeling right now.
Today M talked to me but I can't remember what it was already.
Today I tapped M.
Today M's "stuff" was at my place.
Today M notices me when I'm just walking past.
Today M looked at me.
Its the little things I notice that make myself happy. This is what you get in a one sided feeling.

Dear M,

I like you. Just like not Love.
Maybe cos there's no reason to to think to far.
Its just that special feeling.
Nothing too deep.
Just those tingles.
No heart aches or jealousy.
Just tingles and tickling when you're near.
Happy butterflies in my tummy.
Funny tickling at my fingertips.
Happy smiles that cracks up my face.
Everyday just seems so surreal because I'm happy everyday.



Love,
Bel

Stutter.

I stutter whenever I open my mouth to talk to you.
Like Bella to Edward (or at least kristen to rob).
Butterflies tickles my tummy whenever you're near.
I can't put a single sentence together when I talk to you.
I'm never like that. At least not to my friends.
You're special. But you don't know it.
I can only do so quietly, secretly, discreetly.

I will not think too much.
I will not think too far.
Every time before I head to bed, I picture you in my mind as I head of to bed, with a smile on my face.
I know nothing will come out of it. I stand no chance.

Yesterday he said a word and brushed past me.
Today he talked to me but I can't stop stuttering.
Tomorrow will be a better day. (:




Love,
Bel

Movie Mania!

Paranomal Activity today was SCARY!!!!!
It was hell boring in the beginning.
BUT!!!! it got soooooo scary.
I screamed till I cried when I heard the door slammed!!!
Bet I can't sleep tonight.




New Moon Gala Premiere tonight. Sad I'm not a part of it.
However, Cui won tickets to sneak previews next Wednesday!!!!!!!
How AWESOME is that???
Dear Taylor Lautner, please wait till I see you on the screen. I promise I won't go gaga. ((:
Can't wait for Hot Topic stuffies to arrive. (:
So excited coming to think of it. Hahahhaa.




Love,
Bel

It is not because things are difficult that we do not dare; it is because we do not dare that they are difficult.

Seneca (5 BC - 65 AD)






Love,
Bel

Taylor Momsen

Her fashion sense is so inspiring.
She makes grunge rock look classy.
Momsen exudes confidence like no other.
Among all the Taylors. I love her best.
Who just doesn't love this 16 year old?


Love,
Bel

Mum came home with mini little cupcakes today.
Strawberry with a chocolate base.
It tastes.... Bittersweet. Like what I'm feeling now. (:

You appear just like a dream to me.





Love,
Bel

When I Look At You.

One of Miley's best songs besides The Climb.









"When my world is falling apart
When there's no light to break up the dark
That's when I, I (I) look at you
When the waves are flooding the shore and I
Can't find my way home anymore
That's when I, I (I) look at you"


When I look at you, you make me smile.




Love,
Bel

I won't say I'm in love.

School = fast

M = MIA to???

End shift = SAD ):

Walking = (((:


I am not a staunch Christian but I do feel the need to say this out loud.
Thank you Lord for everything. I bet it is in the results of your mighty power. In you I believe.



Love,
Bel

HOT MESS.

"well ur a hot mess and i'm fallen for u
and i'm like
hot damn
let me make u my boo
u can shake it shake it shake it
yeah u know what to do
ur a hot mess
i'm loving it hell yes"

You're a hot mess boy. (:




Love,
Bel

Monday blues.

Monday BLUES

Wish I could sleep all day. (:



Love,
Bel

Bad Romance.

I'm HOOKED onto this song. Playing in ma head ever since I heard this.


"Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance. "

Haha. Listen to it if you haven't already.


Love,
Bel

“A Christmas Carol” Exclusive Preview Movie Contest

Christmas is coming and its time for a Christmas movie again (:



Jim Carey has played 4 different characters in the movie.
As Ebenezer Scrooge, Ghost of Christmas Past, Ghost of Christmas Present, Ghost of Christmas Yet To Come

Watch the trailer here. (:




“A CHRISTMAS CAROL” OPENS IN SINGAPORE CINEMAS 19 November 2009!


Love,
Bel

STRESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

School's been nothing but HECTIC!!! Projects the shits. My group of 4 girls have been assigned to do a multimedia(MM) slide show that includes animation, movie clips, button links and games/quizzes. Wait till you hear what this MM is for.

This. Darn. MM. That. Is. Giving. Me. Hell. is.... gonna. be. for............ Nanyang Polytechnic School of Business Management OPEN HOUSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Its hell stressed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We have to show our storyboard by next tues to the Manager of SBM. I did not do much because the girls could not agree with each other and I just wanna listen and only give ideas when there is a need to. I hope I am not considered a free rider. I DID do my part yeah! Well, now's just the beginning. I'll sure have lots more to do later on. Bring it on babes!!!! Y'all MAMA's capable of all shits.


Kk, next post will be something interesting, for me at least!
See ya.



Love,
Bel