Wrapping up 2011

Hell Yeah!!! Its already going to the end of 2011 and this is only the fifth post of the year? wheeeeee


2011 honestly is the year of many new experiences, one that should be learnt from or maybe well best forgotten. So many shit happened this year that I kinda do not want to go through the bad parts though. But of course there are good stuffs that happened, even if there's very lil things to talk about the good one though. Aite, let's start then.....

 1. Graduation 
I have finally graduated from Polytechnic! Got a Diploma...like finally!!! I know its not much but come on..I'm only 20! Forgive the exclamation marks. Anyway, I did not go for my grad day at all. Found it too overrated and went to pick up my Diploma on another day instead. But still, grad ain't all about robes and hats, it means you've finally accomplished what you have stepped into school at Poly for the first day and have come all the way to well...here.


 2. Jobs 
Jobs, and I mean jobs and not career. I have just gotten a Diploma, so I'm kinda switching in between jobs alot just cause I wanna find what kinda career path/route I really like before settling down or going to University to further studies in that particular area. So yep. And yes, I mean switch, cos I kinda switch between jobs quite alot! This is like my third one in a year already and I'm thinking of switching again. I know it ain't that good for my resume but... I'm 20, if I don't get to experiment and try out different things now, I might regret it later.


 3. Friends
With so many different jobs that I take up, of course I'll get to meet friends from here and there. That's one of the perks I would say. I get to meet many people from different ages, race and country. It was really a very wonderful experience.


 4. New Phone
I got myself a Blackberry 9900 all by myself. Have been using a really really old phone for quite a while already. I would say getting a new phone by yourself is like getting a house with your very own money. Heh. Its worthwhile.


 5. Lost weight 
Okay, might be exaggerating here. But I did lose 1.5 kg alrighty!


 6. Responsibility
Once I started work, all expenses from my mum is cut off. So I gotta pay my own bills, pay for my own shopping and grocery, you name it. It was hard, still hate it. But hey, you'll get used to it.


7. The Boyfriend
1 1/2 years already it a really damn long time. I love my baby




 Well, that's all that is good for 2011. The rest is kinda crappy. Wish to just forget about them that's all. Can't wait for 2012. No really, 2012 will definitely be so much better. *cross fingers*

Shall do a 2012 resolutions? We'll see.....

Love,
Bel

AIM!

Got a few aims before this year slips away. Its already freaking October

Gotta freaking workout!!! Getting fat already.. SHIT!


Love,
Bel

I love Kendall Jenner!

Been catching up on Keeping Up with the Kardashians lately and Kendall Jenner is so freaking gorgeous!!!

She's sooooo tallll and prettyyyy!!!!

Find out more bout her on

http://www.seventeen.com/entertainment/features/kylie-kendall-jenner

http://kendallandkylie.celebuzz.com/

Love,

Bel

Tag : 10 things I like about a guy

Saw this post on elleandblair.com

Thought it would be quite cute to do one post on it as well.

1. He must be big and tall. I've always like guys who are big and tall as they kinda give a sense of security (:

2. Must love to cuddle with me

3. He needs to be able to tell me I'm wrong when I'm wrong and not just support any nonsense I want

4. Gotta go on movie dates with me

5. Always be by my side when I need him

6. He must make me smile

7. Must smell awesome! Hee

8. Sing me love songs once in a while

9. Talks about me to his friends, in a good way of course. It makes me feel like I'm not out of his life

10. Must love me.

Yep, pretty simple list. Ha.

Love,

Bel

Work!

I have already graduated from polytechnic...like finally! Already been working at a telco as a call centre agent for about close to 4 months now. Though it was hard to get by at first cos its pretty new to me but i feel one really does get the hang of things when they have been doing it for long

I feel that working really helps one change perspectives in lives whereby you get to experience a whole lot of new things, make new friends and really start to have a sense of responsibility.

When I started work my mum totally cut off allowance from me, I've got bills to pay, meals to eat and shopping for clothes to work. As well as splurging on things I want to buy. I'm like starting to feel so stress up cos everyday I'm thinking, "how do i get through my next meal?", "i have mobile bills to pay and so many outstanding?". Seriously, I have never stressed much about my next meal until now. Its like waking up and finally realizing that I could really starve to death without working for money to get me through.

I have so many things especially gadgets that I neeeeeeed to get. Such as a laptop (currently using bf's) and a handphone (I'm using a really old nokia model with no colour or camera). And even thinking about getting new ones make me so stress out because if I were to get these items I really can never get through and hold up till my next month's salary.

Now I realize how my mum have to get through to support not just me but my siblings as well. Adult life is hard but very worth it. I will not look back and go straight ahead as I have so many things to look forward to and fulfil. It really is very experiencing. Goodbye old me and hello to the new gonna-grow-up-me. I'm a big girl now, finally I can get to say that. Yay (Y)!

Love,

Bel

The woes of growing up.

I bet everyone has gone through the stage that when they were kids, all they can think about is to grow up FAST in order to do what they want like their parents aka have all the money in the world. But what one doesn't know is the whole facade our parents have to put up in order for us to live happily like how kids should.

First of all, what one doesn't know is that Spiderman's Uncle Ben is ABSOLUTELY right about having great power comes greater responsibility. Because when one grows up, they have much more knowledge and authority, they are much more aware about what's going on and what they have to do.

When we're kids, we think working is just going out of the house to get money and go home, that's all. But its so much deeper than that. Work is one of the worst things ever. No one really loves to work, they ALTER themselves to like working.

And who says working is bringing in the cash? As you work, the more things you will NEED to buy and more bills to pay. If one thinks its easy, think again.

One should treasure life as much as possible. Happiness that comes easily doesn't last long. You'll know as you grow up.

Love,

Bel

Temptations...

A temptation is an act that looks appealing to an individual. It is usually used to describe acts with negative connotations and as such, tends to lead a person to regret such actions, for various reasons: legal, social, psychological (including feeling guilt), health, economic, etc. Temptation also describes the coaxing or inducing a person into committing such an act, by manipulation or otherwise of curiosity, desire or fear of loss.

LOVE,

BEL

Hauntingly Beautiful

My heart is pierced by Cupid, I disdain all glittering gold,
There is nothing that can console me but my jolly sailor bold.

Come all you pretty fair maids, whoever you may be
Who love a jolly sailor bold that ploughs the raging sea.

My heart is pierced by Cupid, I disdain all glittering gold,
There is nothing that can console me but my jolly sailor bold.

My heart is pierced by Cupid, I disdain all glittering gold,
There is nothing that can console me but my jolly sailor bold



From Pirates of the Caribbean On Stranger Tides. Gemma Ward is so beautiful. she used to be Heath Ledger's girlfriend. Poor girl. She must be thinking of him when she sang this song cos I feel like the song was sung pretty sadly.


Enjoy. Watch POC! its awesome!




Love,
Bel

What's in my Shower? (Shower Routine)

So I have been seeing lotsa "What's in my Shower?" videos popping up a lot on YouTube lately and i find them really fun and interesting to watch. So even though i have YouTube channel and used to do videos, imma gonna put it up here instead cuz i don't have a friggin' video camera. (Y)


So here's the lineup......

Shampoo and Conditioner



I swearrrrrr by TRESemme Moisture Rich Shampoo and Conditioner. Its smells sooooooooo goooooood and leave me hair really soft and smooth. I got mine from Guardian Pharmacy at a real steal @ $14.90 for both aka one for one offer! (:



Hair Treatment



After shampoo and conditioner I will do hair treatment for about half and hour or so. Always towel dry before treatment. I'm always switching my hair treatments so ain't gonna comment much bout the product.



Shave




So while I'm waiting for the treatment to settle and do its job I don't just do nothing. I SHAVE!!! Veet depilatory cream is <3!!!!




Brush




And then, I brush my teeth while waiting for all the necessary products to settle. I always brush my teeth in the shower. Not before or after. Usually while conditioning my hair if I'm not doing treatment or shaving that is.



Body



Lastly, I use Lux White Impress. Cheap. Good. Works pretty well. So yay!





Some videos of "What's in my Shower?" on YouTube that i like to watch:

















*Not trying to think I'm cool or what f***. Just feel like its pretty awesome to keep track of what you use so that you know when its time to change new products or keep in mind which are the good ones.





Love,
Bel

In and Outs 3

Here's another In and Outs post. Something like the favorite stuffs/ things I'm into or not. So here goes....

Ins

1. TRESemme shampoo

Its so awesoooommmme! I use the moisture rich shampoo and conditioner. Smells amazing and really makes my hair so damn soft!

2. Herr's Kettle cooked chips in Jalepeno

The yummiest potato chips I have ever tasted. I keep munching on them each time I'm at home watching movies.

3. Movie Rentals

Me and my boyfriend will rent movies every week and have movie nights almost every single day. A really good way to relax and watch all the movies that you missed in theatres at the comfort of your own own and snack on anything at all (yay!). Really much more cheaper than watching int theatres too.

Try Video Ezy for rentals. Good offers such as 3 for 10 dollars on every Tuesday. One free rental each time you rent when you "like" them on facebook. Plus the place is so damn organised. I go to the one at Thomson Plaza.

4. chilli!!!! with anything

5. Green tea

I love the one from Heaven and Earth!!!! (:

Outs

1. The weather!!!!!! its sooooooo hot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

That's all for now (:

Wattup!

I quit my job. Cos of personal reasons. I'm so stupid!!! *slaps forehead*

Been bumming around alot lately. I'm thinking of writing a novel and reading some books to pass my time before graduation.

shall go to the library tomorrow. Haven't been going online or anything lately because I have been lazing around alot of late. So yup.

Will chat again when life is up and exciting once again.

Stay awesome!

15b Questions Tag

Doing a tag from juicystar07 from Youtube. Not that I'm bo liao(ridiculously bored) or what, but I find that sometimes these tag videos/questions does make you ponder over things that you never thought about before. And in turn, you get to know more about yourself. Yep.

Here are the questions:

1. What do you think you can do but can't?

I think I can run 10km in 20 minutes but the fastest I can go is 25-30 minutes.

2. What's a difficult word for you to pronounce?

Don't really have I think. Not that I'm thinking I'm that genius or bragging or hao lian(bragging). But my parents brought me to reading classes and workshops when I was younger and they paid ALOT, so I guess that helped?! It better cos its pretty expensive, really.

3. What is a favorite TV show from your childhood?

Friends. Period. Loveeeee JOEEEEEY!

4. What are your virtues and vices?

Virtues is that I am really loyal and very competitive by nature.

Vices would be I'm pretty quiet, just that I strike up conversations really easy on first occasions. But, I'm really a pretty quiet person and I love being alone, which many of my friends think I'm weird after awhile. But really, I like to be alone. It gives me a sort of serenity/calmness. It irks me to be around being sometimes cos I'm pretty competitive by nature and I don't like people being better than me.

5. What's more important: love, fame, power, or money?

LOVE. You will never feel rich, powerful or famous without love. Love makes you feel like "The only girl in the world" which makes you feel like you're everything. (:

6. If you could live in any era/time period, when would it be and why?

It would be the medieval times back in Ancient Rome or Greece. That's because all gender and ages are thought to be very equal. And women has a right in almost everything. I'm a feminist, yes.

7. If you had to redo your entire wardrobe with 2 stores, what would they be and why?

Forever 21 and Chanel. One is always trendy and up to date, the other is always timeless and classy.

8. Can you recall what you were doing a year ago on this day?

Probably at an internship working in a bank if I'm correct.

9. Do you have reoccurring dreams? If so, explain?

Nope. Not that I remember.

10. What's your horoscope?

Cancer.

11. What does your dream bedroom look like?

The size of my current house/apartment right now. My apartment is really small. Singapore's HDB rooms ARE small.

12. What position do you sleep in?

FACE DOWN! I don't know why I didn't suffocate though.

13. Who is your favorite vampire of all time?

Lestat from Interview with a Vampire played by Tom Cruise.

14. What are you currently wearing on your feet?

Nothing.

15. Do you have neat handwriting? Show us!

I don't have any good hand writing so I guess I do not have to show it then? (:

Done. So here's my 15 questions tag.

Love,

Bel

So wth am I doing....

Now that I'm no longer studying. I have officially ended my school's semester but have yet to graduate. *cross fingers*

Anyways, I have been up every single night till morning cracks through my ulti-tinted windows. Every night I'm just up surfing the net. Reading stuffs that I have already gone through a zillion times the past hour, reading books like 2 times in a row, watching chick flicks while nomming on Chips More and Soya Milk.

BUT...tonight I decided to try something different. I was thinking to myself, why not come up with my own workout routine since I am so effing fat right now?! I was like yay!!!! Finally I am so smart. So I start googling sites, channels, youtube videos to find the perfect workout for me.

But over the past few months or a year I have always been looking at Toneitupcom and diethealth on youtube. They're perfect and STILL is perfect. So yay. My routine is basically just randomly add 5 videos of either channels into my playlist then do it over and over again. Time myself, and then i'm sweating like a mad dog.

Lemme just repeat my workout routine, or lets name it, Bel's No Brainer/ Ulti Lazy Loser Workout that WILL guarantee results whether good or bad

1. Search Youtube

2. Find interesting hardcore workout videos (Toneitup or diethealth)

3. Choose 5 videos

4. Keep doing the exercises for the next 1 and a half hour

5. Give yourself a pat on the back.

Your arms, legs, abs, flabby ass or stomach will fill damn sore afterwards. So yay!!! You've done it!

Love,

Bel

Sucks

Things that suck

Period sucks. Period.

Weather sucks. Love the rain but hate the stuffiness before the rain.

Bad connectivity sucks.

Lack of extra cash sucks.

But all in all, these are pretty short term. So yay!!! (:

Love,

Bel

Playlist

Thoughts on life and MY life

Here's just some of my thoughts on what I experienced on life about school, life and love and how I think life should (impossibly....) be.

School

School's finally out. I'm pretty much more happy than sad to be honest. I'm happy not entirely because I hate the school and can't wait to be out. But its because of the all the things I went through and experienced in school. Really happy to get to know my friends and move up to a much happier level in life.

It taught me how to be strong and that not everyone will always be there for you. And that's when your life stops revolving around your friends, that's when life begins. It taught me how to deal with conflict when times are bad, you gotta just ignore it all and do whatever only YOU have to do. Sometimes life IS really all about yourself and not others, even during times that requires teamwork.

Also, when others think that you're starting to act all weird and stuff, you just gotta ignore them and say "That's good. I'm improving on life and not who I used to be". Cos always staying stagnant IS worst than not changing who you are even though it may not be a good change. You need to experiment with the good and bad before you find yourself and know what is the real you. SO DON'T EVER STAY THE WAY YOU ALWAYS ARE AND KEEP THINKING THAT'S WHO YOU ARE. As Guru Pitka (Mike Myers in Love Guru) says, "You go from NOWHERE TO NOW HERE!".

I'll be bringing all that I've learnt with me, good or bad. But I'm leaving some things behind. I won't say what it is cos "If you're asking me to forgive, I will. But if you're asking me to forget, you're asking me to give up my experience" Trademark of a friend's shirt.

Personal Life

Right now, all I'm thinking about is what to do from here. That is, now that I have graduated from polytechnic. I'm definitely not gonna further studies, at least not right now. I wanna go out there, work and experience the life I have never experience. Learning new things is all about starting to do things a hard and different way. You have to be uncomfortable in order to make you more comfortable with life and yourself. So I have recently found a job which I'll have to start from a really minor position. Well, at least I'm not classified as intern, working as an intern is the worst thing ever. You just get bullied all the time.

My goal in life is to major in PR of some or any sort. But right now, the future is always bleak or so it seems. So I have to make do of what I have first and plan further later on. Well, I do not have to serve National Service so ya. Haha.

Money first. Career second. Money third.

Love Life

Hmm. Its pretty okay. Seven months right now. Going on eight. Everything's good and fine. Just a lil' stagnant at the moment cos many stuffs are held up, finacially and others. But we're good. Things are not the way I thought love should be though. Probably due to too much drama or soap operas that I've watched. But everyone's love life is different. So yep. Love each other more and more everyday. Can't be happier. But the future withholds what no one could ever see.

So here you go. My thoughts on life and my life. It's a pretty long post and I hope I didn't bore anyone out. If anyone reads my blog that is. Hahaha. Never blog for so long already, who will want to read?

G'day folks!

Love,

Bel

Now that school's out...

Yesterday was my last paper. So finally school's officially out!!!

I finally have all the time in the world to figure things out bout my life and just have fun all day long at the same time. Say yay!!!

Things to do now that there's no school:

Youtube all day long. Watch How-to videos, trailers, movie uploads and so many things. I have so much time now. Hmm...maybe do some videos for fun??? Hee...we'll see (:

Blog. Read blogs. Search for interesting blogs. Find topics to blog. Share my own opinions and so on. Yep.

Tumblr!!! It is so fun. Like yay!!! Haven't been logging into my account for so long.

Gonna Tumblr for new trends, media and more :D

TWEET!!!!! Needless to say, this IS a neccessity. Not because to only share stuffs with my friends, the world and random people. But...to check on news, celebs and more. Its so addictive and I've been on it for 3 years. WOW O.O

Get a job and start working. So I can buy stuffs, have a life, club and save up for further studies.

READ!! Books will always be my best friend if they're not sooo expensive. But wait...there's always the library :DDDDD

So yep, that's what I'll be doing. Till then. Adious (:

Love,

Bel