Sucks

Things that suck

Period sucks. Period.

Weather sucks. Love the rain but hate the stuffiness before the rain.

Bad connectivity sucks.

Lack of extra cash sucks.

But all in all, these are pretty short term. So yay!!! (:

Love,

Bel

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Thoughts on life and MY life

Here's just some of my thoughts on what I experienced on life about school, life and love and how I think life should (impossibly....) be.

School

School's finally out. I'm pretty much more happy than sad to be honest. I'm happy not entirely because I hate the school and can't wait to be out. But its because of the all the things I went through and experienced in school. Really happy to get to know my friends and move up to a much happier level in life.

It taught me how to be strong and that not everyone will always be there for you. And that's when your life stops revolving around your friends, that's when life begins. It taught me how to deal with conflict when times are bad, you gotta just ignore it all and do whatever only YOU have to do. Sometimes life IS really all about yourself and not others, even during times that requires teamwork.

Also, when others think that you're starting to act all weird and stuff, you just gotta ignore them and say "That's good. I'm improving on life and not who I used to be". Cos always staying stagnant IS worst than not changing who you are even though it may not be a good change. You need to experiment with the good and bad before you find yourself and know what is the real you. SO DON'T EVER STAY THE WAY YOU ALWAYS ARE AND KEEP THINKING THAT'S WHO YOU ARE. As Guru Pitka (Mike Myers in Love Guru) says, "You go from NOWHERE TO NOW HERE!".

I'll be bringing all that I've learnt with me, good or bad. But I'm leaving some things behind. I won't say what it is cos "If you're asking me to forgive, I will. But if you're asking me to forget, you're asking me to give up my experience" Trademark of a friend's shirt.

Personal Life

Right now, all I'm thinking about is what to do from here. That is, now that I have graduated from polytechnic. I'm definitely not gonna further studies, at least not right now. I wanna go out there, work and experience the life I have never experience. Learning new things is all about starting to do things a hard and different way. You have to be uncomfortable in order to make you more comfortable with life and yourself. So I have recently found a job which I'll have to start from a really minor position. Well, at least I'm not classified as intern, working as an intern is the worst thing ever. You just get bullied all the time.

My goal in life is to major in PR of some or any sort. But right now, the future is always bleak or so it seems. So I have to make do of what I have first and plan further later on. Well, I do not have to serve National Service so ya. Haha.

Money first. Career second. Money third.

Love Life

Hmm. Its pretty okay. Seven months right now. Going on eight. Everything's good and fine. Just a lil' stagnant at the moment cos many stuffs are held up, finacially and others. But we're good. Things are not the way I thought love should be though. Probably due to too much drama or soap operas that I've watched. But everyone's love life is different. So yep. Love each other more and more everyday. Can't be happier. But the future withholds what no one could ever see.

So here you go. My thoughts on life and my life. It's a pretty long post and I hope I didn't bore anyone out. If anyone reads my blog that is. Hahaha. Never blog for so long already, who will want to read?

G'day folks!

Love,

Bel

Now that school's out...

Yesterday was my last paper. So finally school's officially out!!!

I finally have all the time in the world to figure things out bout my life and just have fun all day long at the same time. Say yay!!!

Things to do now that there's no school:

Youtube all day long. Watch How-to videos, trailers, movie uploads and so many things. I have so much time now. Hmm...maybe do some videos for fun??? Hee...we'll see (:

Blog. Read blogs. Search for interesting blogs. Find topics to blog. Share my own opinions and so on. Yep.

Tumblr!!! It is so fun. Like yay!!! Haven't been logging into my account for so long.

Gonna Tumblr for new trends, media and more :D

TWEET!!!!! Needless to say, this IS a neccessity. Not because to only share stuffs with my friends, the world and random people. But...to check on news, celebs and more. Its so addictive and I've been on it for 3 years. WOW O.O

Get a job and start working. So I can buy stuffs, have a life, club and save up for further studies.

READ!! Books will always be my best friend if they're not sooo expensive. But wait...there's always the library :DDDDD

So yep, that's what I'll be doing. Till then. Adious (:

Love,

Bel