Sad.

T'was a sad day. ):

Honestly, my OCD to competition perfection is getting into me. Competition perfection in my case is that I am very VERY competitive to be perfect. Being too meticulous can lead to careless mistakes a lot of the time.

Take class today for example... We're told to draw the plane and I focused too much on the design that the layers are ALL wrong. Had to use Arielly's one instead. I'm utterly disappointed in myself. Le sigh......

I need to stop being competitive. Shall download Flash and practice on my own.


Love,
Bel