Missing you.

I miss this girl.

She's away in Cambodia.

Come back soon babe!!!!

Love,

Bel

"Hey Stephen"

My favourite part in the whole song....

"Hey Stephen, I've been holding back this feeling
So I've got some things to say to you I've seen it all, so I thought
But I've never seen no body shine the way you do
The way you walk, way you talk, way you say my name
It's beautiful, wonderful, don't you ever change
Hey Stephen, why are people always leaving I think you and I should stay the same
[CHORUS]
Cause I can't help it if you look like an angel
Can't help it if I wanna kiss you in the rain so
Come feel this magic I've been feeling since I met you
Can't help it if there's no one else I can't help myself "


This is what I wanna say to you. (:
Bet you're never gonna read this.
So I can speak my mind here out loud.
My feelings have gone deeper and deeper even though I know shouldn't have.
My thoughts have gone further and further even though I shouldn't have.
You can't get the hints.
I can't be too obvious.
My heart aches a teeny wee bit each time.
But still... seeing you sitting there.
Having the time of your life.
I'm happy. Cos' when you're happy so am I.

I'm not the kind who asks for more than she could ever get.
I'm already happy whenever I see you.
Sometimes, I just wanna scream out loud my feelings for you.
I just wanna scream "______ I LIKE YOU!"
But I just can't do that, I just can't.
Things will only get awkward.
And I know you never feel the same as I do.



I've fallen head over heels, black and bruised for you.
I like you. You yes you.



Singing to Taylor Swift's songs as I try pulling myself out of this entire thing.
The whole time while looking and planning what to get, do, give to you.
I was thinking, "Was it worth it? Would this boy ever appreciate it?"
Wonder when will I get the answer.


I've already gone so far.
Its too late to quit now.
I will hang on... even if hanging on seems like it will lead to nowhere.


I...I think I do really like you.




Love,
Bel

Just dance dance dance.....

Alrighty, all these were on Wednesday. ELDC and ZOUK.

New Moon sucks shiz. One of the most boring show I ever watched. I fell asleep. >.<
It was only nice cos Dakota Fanning was in it.
Taylor Lautner scenes were bad. Its not his fault. The script was just bad. They made him look like a faggot in his lines.
Well..enough of the bad ones.


This post is filled with pictures because my teeny camera could not resist taking a picture of everyone. (((:
~take that picture of you its so magical, we be so fantastical~

ELDC!!!

Some love from the BFFs.

If only Ally was there. ):

This picture just look so spastic. Hahahaa.

The two are crazy.

Daryl and Chai Pok Ning aka Xin ni.

Hahaha. WTF right??? They are mad seriously.

Jonathan and Edmund are entertained in the background.

Peace. ((:

I wonder if you can see what I see??!!
*hint*Lookey between the legs.*hint*

Love Ariel. (:

The inseperables in school.

Edmund doing the peace sign again!!!

Jason doing some lame magic trick in the background.

Showing the magic trick... Its super lame.

Three guys... take your pick. I've chosen mine(its a secret of course). hahaha :P

Tryna act sexaye!!!

Model photoshoot soon enough.

EDMUND!!!

With the peace sign again.

Wearing yours truly's shades. Nice right???
The poor boy scraped his arm and knee yesterday.

Hope he gets better soon.

Me likey this pic (:

Daryl holding my stupid chain.

Tryna act sexy once again.

I brought the chain to school so that I can wear it out at night.

The boys thought I was gonna do some SM thing??!!

Kk. I don't say you all will get what he is trying to do also.

This pose was my suggestion though. Hahaha

Me: "You wanna be on top?" (ANTM song)

Ariel: " Come on gimme the best you can" (in her best Tyra Banks tone)

Me: " Lemme see Fierceeeee"

Me and Ariel: *laugh laugh laugh"

I don't know what he is doing here.

More pics with my beloved babe.

Know what???

That was the first time I took pictures with Ariel.

Can you even believe it??!!

I give you all the permission to laugh at this.

Modelling fail!!!!

I can't remember what this picture is about already.

Melvin giving Daryl the F***.

Hahaha.

Me and Claire.

This girl's awesome (:

Sharon!!!

See her everyday on the bus to school.

She's a sweet sweet girl.

Jason with my extension.

He spoiled it ))):

It broke.



ELDC class outing at Hongkong Cafe

Chai Pok Ning.

Melvin and Edmund.

Cute!

Totally candid!!!

Jason took this without me and Claire even knowing.

I look spazzed.

Us people.

From left: Sharon, Xin Ni, Me!, Claire, Jason, Jonah, Melvin, Edmund

YUM SENG!!!!!!!!!

The girls (((:





Next is PARTY TIME!!!!!!!

Zouk. Phuture.

I don't know what pose to do then anyhow.

I look cartoon here. Haha.

Sherman!!!

Us waiting for our drinks.

Jug jug jug jug jug.

Gulp gulp gulp gulp.

Yep its huge. But we downed it baby!

Smiling for the camera.

I'm so short. -.-

Shiz. Can't think of anymore caption. Ugh.

Last picture.

Goodnight. (:

I see faces of you even when I'm partying.
Its either I'm obsessed or twitterpated.
Ugh. F*** it.




Love,
Bel

Emo Day.

Just felt total crap the whole day.
Probably because my classmate talked about a topic that made me think a lot.
And also the lack of fluids and sleep.

I feel so horrible the whole day and couldn't get a single thing right.
I feel miserable.

My project is crap.
But I have to clear my own shiz.
I'm gonna ask my group mates for help tomorrow.
I cannot take it anymore.
Just have to talk to them.
Like really.

Yesterday was a very very good day.
Pictures up on fb already.
Not the ones at night. The ones a the morning were the best.
Today was a bad day. Really bad.

I need a rest. A good rest.
Just to think about and sort out some stuffs going on with me.
I lack good time management.
I kinda have a bad feeling about tomorrow.
But whatever happens, happens.

I'll rest. Wake up. Do Flash as much as I can. Exercise(i swear I'll workout like mad to get my mind of things but no guarantee to weight loss). Off to school.


Tomorrow will be a better day.
Tomorrow has to be a better day.
Tomorrow needs to be a better day.

FML seriously. FML.



"I'll put his picture down and maybe get some sleep tonight"





Love,
Bel

The Little Things,

Its an okay day (:
The little things you do...
Talking, simply glancing, saying my name, noticing I exist....
All these you do make me smile in my heart at least.
You don't know it.
Others do not know it.
Only my heart knows it.

Bought hair extensions.
Went shopping.
But forgotten to cut my hair.

Tomorrow is gonna be an amazing day...because!!! I'm gonna watch New Moon!!!!!
Like finally!!! So so so excited!

Not sure if I'm staying out for the night tomorrow.
Plans like this always get cancelled at the last minute.
Not setting high hopes.

But still!!!!!
Its a New Moon night tomorrow!!!!!!

Alrights.
Gonna go eat my Korean Ramen and watch some movies before I sleep.
Night folks!



Love,
Bel