I feel that working really helps one change perspectives in lives whereby you get to experience a whole lot of new things, make new friends and really start to have a sense of responsibility.
When I started work my mum totally cut off allowance from me, I've got bills to pay, meals to eat and shopping for clothes to work. As well as splurging on things I want to buy. I'm like starting to feel so stress up cos everyday I'm thinking, "how do i get through my next meal?", "i have mobile bills to pay and so many outstanding?". Seriously, I have never stressed much about my next meal until now. Its like waking up and finally realizing that I could really starve to death without working for money to get me through.
I have so many things especially gadgets that I neeeeeeed to get. Such as a laptop (currently using bf's) and a handphone (I'm using a really old nokia model with no colour or camera). And even thinking about getting new ones make me so stress out because if I were to get these items I really can never get through and hold up till my next month's salary.
Now I realize how my mum have to get through to support not just me but my siblings as well. Adult life is hard but very worth it. I will not look back and go straight ahead as I have so many things to look forward to and fulfil. It really is very experiencing. Goodbye old me and hello to the new gonna-grow-up-me. I'm a big girl now, finally I can get to say that. Yay (Y)!
Love,
Bel
